I am sitting here watching my Rays blow game 4 to the Phillies, which is bad news because they have to face Cole Hamels (the Phillies ace) on Tuesday, so that's automatically a rough game to win. Most of you care about baseball anyway, so let's move on. After NRG tonight, Matt, Nate, Bethany, and I went to Kings for some ice cream, which was a lot of fun. We talked about some interesting things. I have been going to Pittsburgh East all of my life, and going to NRG (the youth group thing there) since it began, like 5-6 years ago. It has changed so incredibly much since this time. It had been changing for the better for so long, and it was really awesome over summer, that was probably the best it's ever been. I don't know, it's probably just me, but the last couple months it's seemed like it's taken a step backward. Again, I probably shouldn't write this stuff up here for all of you to see (I'm just assuming A COUPLE people read this), but like I said, this stuff is probably just me. I mean the people there are 180 degrees different than they were just a few months ago, and that's not a bad thing at all. The people there are great people who are really there for the right reasons (at least most of them), but I guess they just aren't my style. Or, more likely, I just have a bad attitude and take the worst out of people, which again, is a terrible personal problem I have. I might really resent writing this stuff, but I'm just gonna keep going - again, not like anybody reads this (or cares what I have to say). God is amazing and has changed my life so much through that church and that youth group - but maybe he's just preparing me to move on, because I won't be there for much longer if I go away to college. That could be part of it, but I think I just really need to work on my own attitude and my own relationship with God and other people to get it back to where it used to be, and hopefully even better.
Anyways, if you are reading this right now I figure you are 1 of 3 people:
1) The person who goes to Burrell - in this case, you have no clue what I'm talking about and probably think I'm a big weirdo - which is fine with me.
2) The person who goes to PECC and likes me - in this case, you might either be agreeing with me or feeling where I'm coming from, and like that I wrote it
or
3) The person who goes to PECC and doesn't like me - in this case, you think I'm a conceited jerk.
It's all the same to me, comment and let me know who reads this ;)
I love to type.
Comments (2)
I'M NUMBER TWO!!!!!!!!!
I think you mean regret, not resent X)
you know we're bffs.
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